I felt
My neighbour .
Today I have met a mother living alone .. almost no relatives near .
her son is travelling away .
asked me what I am doing .
I felt her pain .
That’s an engineer .
just a refreshment
It’s been so Long since my last 3D modelling that was a villa ..
And due to my bad Internet 
I could make this chair, it’s a little imaginary but for me it’s Ok at least for now . Hope you like it 
.
I will never forget a smile
and 5ive years later,..
I will never forget Your Smile Looking at the 3 of us Just Two weeks before you have died and the last time we had met . Those Days, I thought I am afraid I had Lost you while being Young will I forgot You ! .
Yes still I can’t answer my fear .. but fear fading not letting me safe .I am getting back to this after the big surprise we had … New life new ppl will Join us they don’t know you or the happiest days . Just every new so let’s face the future .
The secret behind My depiak Day poster is Math
Although lots of ppl told me ” Ooh it’s My first time to see some thing like that “ which was actually for another event with this Layout ..( only to Make it more clear idea )
And ya me too I didn’t see a schedule with the same idea But, .. One minute !!
we all -in our ( bad: and I mean that today so much ) Engineering faculty- have studied that Idea for two times Once in geometric analysis and the other in the Partial Differentiation in short .. it’s
Changing to polar coordinate
Yes, exactly Mathematics is cool .
I thought it’s for ” One Day ” that mean One dimensional array . OH! it will be easy to Polarize that to 2 dimensional shape the Nice game I was enjoying last term in Math . and Al hamdolla it was of a good Output.
( think of the 3 day’s of the scope we may Hang another stand shaped as a sphere 
)
I have always enjoied Mathematics and wanna got My master degrees and PHD On that feild Inshallah. but.. I am really so Upset this year , And I dont know Y? I feel My brain so rusty these days speacilly on the Intersting Algorithm course but, really I feel my highest concentration has decreased to 1/10 is really a very Big and sad problem I am facing in every lecture . In addition all the lecturers treating us as If we are exetreamly stupid . the system of” mesh mohem tefhameha ana ho2lek el a5er el as2la elly betgy “
really I Hope and Praying to have a better chance of learning isA , But may be it’s all about me , may be I should work harder alone . and this is really so hard and somtimes with No Output, of course not exactly
“أَنِّي لا أُضِيعُ عَمَلَ عَامِلٍ مِنْكُمْ مِنْ ذَكَرٍ أَوْ أُنْثَى”
So really I should Trust U my God and Whatever I didn’t feel this Output I Believe You wont let Me down and I confess I am so Lazy this year and I should change that, I hope .
And, I hope too I have added something new to your knowledge after reading My Post.
thanks for reading and sry for bad English
Mariam
One Day …
Exactly Friday 9th of February 1990 at 10am …
A new birth was given to a girl …
One of the best things her father made “وَإِنِّي سَمَّيْتُهَا مَرْيَمَ “..So really
thanks father .
And really thanks God for this gift in my first day in life.
I hope to prove, I deserved that name..so plz help me Allah.
thanks
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